Struggles

I have only one time of day when I struggle with binging. For most people, it's the late evening before bed, but not for me.

I am an honor role student, and after I get home from school, I stress about doing my homework.  Food was always my comfort, and it's hard not to eat when I get home from school, especially because I'm always starving when I get home, even if I ate a whole sandwich for lunch!

Any support and tips would be greatly appreciated. I feel discouraged because I binged after school today, and I don't have a plan, or any diet I'm following. The only thing I can seem to stick with lately is my 30 minute exercise routine. I really should amp that up too.

I'm considering starting the ABC diet tomorrow.

Yours truly,
Lynn

My beginning (sort of)

Hello. I am Lynn. Well, not really. For obvious reasons, I must use a screen name. I am pro ana. I am recording my journey for both myself and for anyone else who wants to watch my journey.

Today, Valentine's day, I was looking at a boy in school ahead of me in line, and he was holding a large pink rose and chocolates. He saw me looking, and said "This isn't for you," in a disgusted tone. I understand. No one wants me to think they're interested in me.

I'm not new to the world of ana, but this was so triggering it's one of the things that has made me decide to come back.

I hope to post more, and get to know you better. But for now, here are my stats. Try not to throw up.

CW: 137
GW: 110
UGW: 100

I am 5'6", so I'm not clinically overweight, but boy do I look it!

Yours truly,
Lynn